Stress!

Stress is something that I have carried around with me for years. I really don't know what it is like to sit and relax...To not always be doing something. Right now I feel like I have a million things going on. We are closing on a new property (our largest and most expensive) in less then two weeks. I have other things with my various jobs that have been lingering over my head and deadlines to hit. I was so weary two nights ago. I just couldn't get a break from all the deadlines, stress, to-do lists mounting over my head. Here I am tonight, sitting in a hotel room in Detroit for my cousins wedding. I laid in my bed here for about 4 hrs this afternoon doing nothing. Loving the cable tv (we have a good ol' antenna at our house!)..so i watched HGTV for hours and lounged around. Wow...some stress has already left...and it's only been 12 hrs since I left home.